What I want…

I frequently ask myself this question. It is a complicated matter to define what one wants. Many want many things. Others want the wrong things. But what I want is simple; I want to live.

I want to live and love, to taste and feel, to experience and know, to meet and laugh, to touch and see, to hear and dance, to help and smile, to pain and cry, to forgive and understand, to struggle and to be at peace, to have lived and die.

I at my 20 years of age feel as a very complete and happy person but somehow I am here wanting more. And it is because of my young age that I have come to realize that there is still much more to do in life than what I have done. It is why I make a pledge and a decision to make abrupt turns in my life regardless of what is expected of me. I can’t give in to other’s expectations if I can’t even fulfill my own. And it is for these irrational and selfish reasons that I pledge on my life and happiness that I will search for the unsearchable. Travel the untraveled.
I deny myself to give in to society while I can live without it. No rules and no limits, only those who I impose on myself. To be carried away by feelings and not by obligations.

I will create the most beautiful and pure thing there exists within me; Love.

I want to live therefore I will leave.